I began writing this song in 2009 and am now finalizing the lyrics. I’m the type of songwriter that tends to write the sappy love songs and the moody ballads. It comes naturally! But I promised myself one of these days I will write an uptempo song. For now, I want to share with the world a new song called “Manipulator” which will be a mildly uptempo yet moody song. The artist Evanescence was in mind, in writing this song. The melody and arrangement are not complete but the lyrics are just about there. It feels good to release this song to the web. I will let the lyrics speak for themselves. So thankful that I can now look back at a very painful time with understanding and love. Sometimes the sweetest revenge is none at all. Just releasing feelings with lyric writing is what it takes. Can you tell I am also a counselor?
Manipulator (2009)
VERSE
I was the scapegoat in your projection of lies
You thought I’d look like the jerk
So you were bigger in their eyes
You finally felt the love that I once knew
Because you took my heart and ripped it in two
What you thought you had was temporary,
But I was always there for you…
That’s why I can say
CHORUS
You are a selfish manipulator
How did I turn my hate from anger to happiness?
I know I don’t deserve the mess you left
And you no longer have power over me
Because I’ve released your grip
It was only strong as I let it be
VERSE
You were the victim, of your deceitful games
It became clearer to me
You had a pattern of blame and shame
After all the time we shared, you don’t have a clue
But I’ll never look back and wish to be friends with you
Like your fake smile when you passed the hallway
But I never really knew the real you
But this is true
CHORUS
You are a selfish manipulator
How did I turn my hate from anger to happiness?
I know I didn’t deserve the mess you left
And you no longer have power over me
Because I’ve released your grip
It was only strong if I let it be
PRE CHORUS
There were empty apologies
When I spoke the truth, there was disbelief
Afraid to love, you ran away and couldn’t see
That I was really there to stay
REPEAT CHORUS